Heart of Change by Roxy Harte

Author:Roxy Harte
Language: eng
Format: mobi, epub, pdf
Tags: ! Yes
ISBN: 9781605049397
Publisher: Samhain Publishing
Published: 2010-03-23T05:00:00+00:00

“Petros won’t hurt me,” she said. “I know that much.”

“That’s not what I mean. There’s more to it than what he does.”

“Like what?” She was truly innocent.

“Like what happens to you. Like being carried away on an ocean wave. Like being enveloped in a lake of glorious fire.”

Now I had her attention.

“But to get there, Amanda, you have to help him. He can’t take you there alone.”

“Show me,” she begged, “show me how to help him.”

“Have you ever, you know…touched…yourself?”

Her eyebrows arched, and I knew the answer was no. Now I was tongue-tied and feeling foolish. How was I going to explain this to her?

“Touched myself where? What do you mean? Could you show me?” she asked shyly, and I almost died from shame.

“No, of course not!” She flinched and I realized how harsh my words sounded. “I’m sorry, Amanda. I didn’t mean it that way. It’s just, you know, something you do in private.”

“Then how will I learn?” she almost wailed.

“Bathtub,” I said, relieved to finally have an idea. The bathtub was perfect—a place where you were naked, relaxed, and with a rough yet soft washcloth close at hand. “When you take a bath, I’ll show you.”

“Let’s do it now,” she suggested. “I feel like a bath anyway.” We’d been kissing for half an hour by now, and I felt like I could use a cold shower too.

I went to draw the water, turning on the silver taps in her huge marble private bath. She stepped out of the white silk slip of a nightgown she had been wearing and walked into the bathroom with me.

There was a brief embarrassed moment over her nakedness. Then it was past, and we were comfortable together, two close friends with nothing between us.

I watched her step demurely into that clear water, her breasts full, her nipples standing up like they always did during our practice sessions. The gentle rise between her thighs called to me, and that dark hunger to possess welled up inside me like a black fountain. Now clear-headed and unrestrained, I helped her down into the warm water.

Taking a cloth, I began to wash her back. “Just relax,” I told her, bizarrely confident. “Just let yourself go, and don’t worry about anything.” The words seemed strangely familiar, but of course they did—they were the sort of words men had said to me.

Stroking her gently, I washed her arms and legs. I could see her melting. “Close your eyes,” I whispered, and began to wipe the cloth over her perfect breasts. She breathed in heavily, and that affected me so much that I squeezed my hand, firmly grasping her breast, the nipple pressing through the cloth to my hand.

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